"women exercise trust in god by waiting to be pursued, men exercise trust in god by risking rejection." -carolyn mcculley

how did i know she had ties to boundless?

it feels great
now at college weight

too bad my mind
can't do that rewind

if i'm 15 pounds leaner
weight as a high school senior

22 pounds to go
and i'll finally be normal

losing weight is hard
so easy to retain lard

but so worth it to start
for a healthy mind and heart

.....

i didn't think i would be able to get down to my college weight. the last time i was close to this weight i was running 4.5 miles regularly, and 7 years younger. my college weight is still not my ideal weight, due to the all you can eat dorm food, late night pizza, giant steak burritos, and two burgers for two buck specials. i still feel fat, but think this is a good milestone--it's roughly half the total weight i should probably lose. i know my genes predisposes me to obesity, but it's nice to know that discipline, diet, and exercise pays off. this was not a 3 month project to lose as much as possible but a struggle to change my lifestyle. although i've lost roughly 30 lbs in 10 months, i've also had periods of weight gain and weight plateauing at about 10 lbs higher than my current weight. and i still feel fat! okay... time to tackle that freshman 15.

you gotta love 'em. it just feels sooo good to see someone who everybody took for a complete fool soar. you go susan boyle.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY